| WOW!. this is amazing |
[14 Feb 06 @ 12:%%%%am min] |
so i havnt written shit on this pieace. since september.
thats along time to lagg.
well things are going good. i started working out again. i need to lose about 30 lbs
in one month. its mostly beer fat. so ill shed the weight in no time.
running feels good finally i hated it before.
uhm. i miss my friends.
and rosarito this weekend. who's donw to come with?
just need like 40 bucks to have a kick ass time with us<3
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| a war within |
[23 Aug 05 @ 07:%%%%pm min] |
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ouchers! its been over 2 months since i last wrote in this piece!
how's everone doing?
im single.
drop a line!
<3
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| Strength within |
[09 Jun 05 @ 12:%%%%am min] |
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Strike first! Strike hard!
this live throws many obstacles. most stand right infront of them. willing to be hit. others just o around it. some. learn to turn off the damn machine and overcome it all.
i will slowly walk infront of it. get hit. gather strengt and will power to turn off the machine
(makes sense) i didnt think so
my head is a trip and a half
its funny. my co-workers thought i did crack or speed or something. and they were suprised when they found out i didnt. they said if i did "it would explain alot" thats some shit huh?
am i that crazy in the head that ppl must rationalise my thinking with "oh. it must be drugs" . damn thats some wild shit
so i had money for the new car right. things went sour. now im at step. 1. with ZERO cash.
it'll take some time to work my way up. but i will. i have to. no turning back.
letting the hair grow out. getting contacts soon? its time for change.
- bad luck potat<3
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| Its my birthday. i could do whtaever i want |
[03 May 05 @ 01:%%%%pm min] |
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stolen from joe vee
-- UNIQUE --
1. Nervous Habits: flaring nose?
2. Are you double jointed: no.
3. Can you roll your tongue? yes.
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? yah. i forced myself to learn when the rock came on tv
5. Can you blow spit bubbles? nah.
6. Can you cross your eyes? arent they all the time? lmao
7. Tattoos? non. soon. this month..hoping.
8. Piercings? not anymore
9. Do you make your bed daily? yah. it has to be clean or else i wont sleep in it
-- CLOTHES --
10. Which shoe goes on first: left.
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? oh but of course.
12. On the average, how much money do you carry? cash..very lil. plastic..too much.
13. what jewelry do you wear 24/7? watch.
14. Favorite piece of clothing(s)? express..
-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: twirl.
16. Have you ever eaten Spam: yes.
17. Favorite ice cream flavor: cookis n' cream or rainbow..
18. How many cereals in your cabinet:3
19. What's your favorite beverage: with or without alchi? w/ red mountain dew. with alchi.. beer..yuck?.
20. What's your favorite restaurant: dont got one.
21. Do you cook: i can make a damn good omelet
-- GROOMING --
22. How often do you brush your teeth: 3 times a day. 4..if i smoked that day
23. Hair drying method: towel. and im outs
24. Haveyou ever colored / highlighted your hair: nope
-- MANNERS --
25. Do you swear: when im not supposed to. example:job interview, church, friends house..etc....
26. Do you ever spit: when i smoke. or just for kicks..
-- FAVORITE --
27. Animal: minature dogs. not chiwawas...theres some other breed..
29. Month: anything thats cold.
30. Day: sunday.
31. Cartoon: family guy. its a must!.
32. Shoe Brand: vans.
33. Subject in school: science
34. Color: black, blue. white
35. Sport to Watch: baseball.
36. shows: aint got one.
-- IN AND AROUND --
41. In the CD player: Cood Dudes Chillin.
42. Person you talk most on the phone with: Eric. but mainly Elias.
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors: hah. when no ones looking.
46: Your room color: pearly white.
47. Window seat or aisle: window. its a must.
48. What's your sleeping position: stomach down. feedle position.
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket: a thin sheet with the fan on.
50. Do you snore: when extremely tired or drunk..
51. Do you sleepwalk: nope.
52. Do you talk in your sleep: used to.
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: yah. small dog. given to me when i was 2.
54. How about with the light on: nope. sometimes with the tv on tho.
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio: tv or cd player..so my brain wont think of shit (you know when you try to fall asleep and you start thinking all this dumb shit you wouldnt normaly think of)..yah that shit. i hate that
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| Straight Edge forever |
[28 Mar 05 @ 12:%%%%am min] |
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I dont think you should be able to claim being edge if you never go to shows to support the music and what it stands for. i mean theres a reason why you're edge right? i mean if you dont know why..and do the things..
then you're just living a clean life. not edge..right?
well throw some thoughts out..i wanna hear some feed back<3
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| what the fuck just happened? |
[26 Mar 05 @ 03:%%%%pm min] |
I dont fucking need you, I only hate you... I wish you were dead... i wish we never met, that way my life would be that much better off... no more pain, no more suffering,... no more lies... I am so allergic to your very voice... the sheer agony that tears through my mind... and distorts my reality to a feeling of uncertainty... insecurity... loneliness... but no more i say...this dagger presses deep into the skin it does... look into my eyes fucker.. can u see death coming.. it urges for your life... silence... its all over now...no more....
and to belive i once thoought of that..it was along time ago. when shit was going bad.
i stopped listening to metal. and got into youth. and ever since then. i kept fighting the good fight. cleared my mind of things like heartbreaks and other crap. and things are getting better. with the music in us all. theres no limit to how high we can go
last nights show was great.its been awhiel where i can just be carefree of everyone and everything. i loveed it..thanks to all the bands that played last night.
tonights show will be awsome. im really excited to see comeback kid play their new stuff..
i cant wait for LION krew to bring out the mosh in everyone
i love my friends because. with out them. i wouldnt be where i am today.<3
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| Something to get my mind off thigns |
[23 Mar 05 @ 05:%%%%pm min] |
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0 bands you've been listening to a lot lately:
1) Hoods.
2) It dies today.
3) Juliana Theory.
4) Bury Your Dead.
5) Iron Boots.
6) More to pride.
7) kids like us.
8) Righteous Jams.
9) Full Blown Chaos.
10)First Blood.
09 things youre looking forward to:
1) This weekend fill with shows.
2) Getting a job.
3) Fiding Distractions.
4) LION CREW saturday night.
5) Tj?.
6) Finally dancing again.
7) Getting AWAY!.
8) my new car.
9) Express?.
8 things you like to wear:
1) Sauconys.
2) Express Jeans.
3) Plain black shirts.
4) My brown hat.
5) Blue wrist band.
6) fur jacket(forever 21).
7) underwear.
8) socks.
7 things that annoy you:
1) sluts.
2) flaky friends.
3) new breeds.
4) caring to much.
5) sappy music.
6) No finding a job.
7) girls in general.
06 things you say most days:
1) "this nigga"
2) "LMAO!"
4) "oh shit"
5) "fucken ay"
6) "tuff tuff"
05 things you do everyday:
1) computer.
2) work out.
3) sleep. napppy time.
4) MUSIC!.
5) sit on this comp.
04 people you want to spend more time with:
1) friends.
2) family.
3) random sluts.
4) drinking buddies?
03 movies you could watch over and over again:
1) old school
2) office space
3) fight club
02 of your favorite songs at the moment/been listening to a lot:
1) apocolypse - full blow chaos
2) anything that hoods rock out too
01 person thing you could spend the rest of your life with:
1) myself
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